wad does it mean?

Akhir2 ini gw ngerasa deg2an trus...

hahaa...
gw gq tw.. but I think im fallin in lov, am I?
gq tw c.. kdg sng.. kdg skt... tp gw ngers something new...
ad tantangan baru..
moga2 gw gq cpd bsen....
hihihi...

meskipun akhir2 nhe ad yg mengesalkn tp hal yg menyenangkn te2p lbh bnyk...
jd gw bhagia... walo kdg masi sempd sedih krn dy yg jhd...

Bokap akhir2 nhe srg ngomel gr2 gw plg mlm... hwhw... gr2 xkul voli...
tp gw gq mu kuar voli...
hm.. actually, I lov it..
jd gw bkal berusha trus ikut.. mp bener2 ad halangan brat yg memungkinkn gw gq is ikut lg...
tp gq hrp gq ad...
ud gt, gw pgn ceped mam plg.. biar pap gq ngomel2 mlu...
kekna klo ad mam dy lbh gq sk marah2.. gean klo ad mam urusan mnt jempd lebh gmpng...
she understands wad I need...